The other day I wrote about my fear of driving. I did call a driving school straight away, but they didn't have any availability until the 7th of October which to me seems too far away still now (over a week later). So I have been trying to call another school that I quite liked the sound of, I have filled in their form online, I have left a voicemail, no one has got back to me. I have also applied for the AA's Drive Confident Course (two free hours) but that is going to take a while if I am accepted.
I don't know whether everything is against me driving, whether the universe is just trying to make it exceptionally difficult or whether this is testing me to really show to myself that I am really ready to get out there in the car. In the meantime, Mr Tapas' car broke down on Friday evening so it's at the garage, I did follow him to the garage and drove him back and it felt like I was driving more smoothly.
Perhaps driving schools are so busy that they just don't need my business or perhaps the world doesn't need safer drivers in general. I am trying, at least I am trying.